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Saturday, October 19th, 2013 11:23 pmWe don't need to believe in any sort of explanation for our existence to exist. There is no need to understand some explanation of the genesis of our lives and all their complexities to experience it.
Without caring about the narrative, we can continue to live in all our mysteries and simple wonders. I think that's the important part.
Sometimes I think dysphoria is a sign that something inside us is still not completely broken and buried, something is still alive. I don't know what to say about dysphoria except it's like breathing and heartbeat, but not the physical one, maybe it means life, a different life, and the only answer I have and want to have for the deep powerful feelings is "yes", although many a time human life shakes its head and goes "not now, later maybe". And then, being swept along again like a leaf in the wind.
Without caring about the narrative, we can continue to live in all our mysteries and simple wonders. I think that's the important part.
Sometimes I think dysphoria is a sign that something inside us is still not completely broken and buried, something is still alive. I don't know what to say about dysphoria except it's like breathing and heartbeat, but not the physical one, maybe it means life, a different life, and the only answer I have and want to have for the deep powerful feelings is "yes", although many a time human life shakes its head and goes "not now, later maybe". And then, being swept along again like a leaf in the wind.
